Wednesday, July 11, 2012

This isn't getting any easier...

You know this 15 day challenge is certainly making me do some thinking. Yesterday I went a little over board and spewed all over the place... but now you know the story hopefully you guys still love me...perhaps you understand me a little bit better? Who knows honestly. Today is day number 11. Guess what the prompt is today?? Let  me enlighten you my friends...

{11} What's one thing you would never change about yourself?

Oh mercy me... One thing I would never change about myself? Well because as I write this my belly is full, I had a delicious beer with dinner and some of my favorite company to cheer me up I am trying to be optimistic and come up with something good... However I am drawing a real blank here...
I mean this could go so many ways... talents? Personality traits? Physical traits? Experiences... I don't know where to begin. Honestly.

So I suppose I should say this... I will never change the fact that when I love, I love deep and desperately. I fall hard and with reckless abandon. Its one of my favorite and least favorite things about myself. I will quote my girl Elizabeth on this one...

“If I love you, I will carry for you all your pain, I will assume for you all your debts (in every definition of the word), I will protect you from your own insecurity, I will project upon you all sorts of good qualities that you have never actually cultivated in yourself and I will buy Christmas presents for your entire family. I will give you the sun and the rain, and if they are not available, I will give you a sun check and a rain check. I will give you all this and more, until I get so exhausted and depleted that the only way I can recover my energy is by becoming infatuated with someone else.”
Elizabeth Gilbert

You said it Liz. Just another reason why I love this book.

I'm off to cuddle my little Nuggets and bask in some self pity because everyone needs a party every once in awhile right?
Designed with love by BDD